Monday, September 10, 2018

September.

Today , for a hot second, one of my favorite Instagram pastors posted something, that made me boiling mad.... It was not directed towards me, but I felt personally attacked.  And I still do.

What she said is.. " Look at you! living just fine without the person you thought you needed!. "

I know it was not directed towards me--- ME - MOM , who lost  my firstborn  Child  to cancer 9 years ago- Had divorce almost right after that, and then decided to leave my son  with my ex husband who is now married to mistress he known since 2003?   And I was married to him  since 1998-2015 ( WTF)  And they Since 2015 have had 3 more kids...........  AND YES---  it  all hit a nerve in me.

NOT the part of  me living just fine with the ASSHOLE I thought I needed,

 But me Living without the most amazing Girl who had so much to teach to the world....   I Miss My Girl Regina every day.  EVERY day I find reasons for me to live and carry on.. EVERY day in my life I push myself harder to  get that goal I have in my mind, and every day i Live , I move further away from the  pain I introduced and invited to my life ....   I am Healing...



 And it feels good..... Miss my Guardian angel..... ... Forever in my heart....Forever 10....

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