I was struggling today...
Company I am working for is called INSTACART and it is changing. I am personal shopper and after I shop, i deliver items to customers for IC pay and for tips as well.... Pay has been lowered, our tips have been removed and there is more happening.. I am heartbroken over it. When I started in January, my pay was about 25 dollars an hour, now it is about 15-19 dollars an hour, But it is still ok. First time in my life I have been able to pay for rent and food on my own. Yes, it is beginning of my "American dream" living, but i am more than happy to admit- this too shall pass. It is a entryway to something bigger that is waiting for me:) Just have to keep my chin up :)
Today was THE first time IC threw me to the curb, after I declined 7 dollars an hour shopping trips . I was mad because I did not meet my quota for a day to make rent money... And I just calmed myself down and said, this too shall pass...
At that very moment, I felt pain physically crawling back to my body. I felt Devil attacking me from left and right. I was about to break down and cry. But I decided to keep my shit together.. I headed to gym, started playing for my favorite worship music, and at that instance everything changed.
I casted my Worries on HIS shoulders.... I kept walking , and walking, and then did some mild jogging and before I knew I was running... And I did not feel any physical pain whatsoever...
I casted my worries on HIS shoulders....
