"My life journey is what it is.
I have lived a life , but my life is not over. "These are the words I just told someone who questioned my well being.....
Past year I have been struggling to write, because I have got lot of BS from people to my face and privately about what I should be, instead what I am .... Seems like everybody knows more about me, than I do... ...
Don't get me wrong... I love a good advice. I take it into consideration but apply to my life, when there is need for that . We all live a life that is given to us , and we all have different demons to fight. ...
I have been actually struggling with lot of other things to. But I am happy to say , One thing I am not struggling anymore is -- 'Me'. Going from divorce to Single mom-- is hard...
Then.. Divorce- single mom- single..... That is even harder.... But it is doable... Nothing changes..
Now I am ex wife... But I am still mom... I always will be mom.. BUT I am not HANDS on mom...
Which means -- I am back in beginning... With scars only few can understand....
And I am slowly withdrawing myself from who do not see me...
It is hardest one of them all... But it has to be done as well :)
Live the life you feel is designed for you, not the life people around you think is meant for you.....
Make your own mistakes, have your adventures, laugh about jokes that make you laugh, don't care what others say, date who you wanna date, take care of your kids the way it works for you....
LOVE YOU the way no one else can LOVE YOU !!!
Peace and Love to you all.....
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