Well, I am not Catholic. But every year I do something for lent... This year it actually started perfect... Could not be a better beginning for it...
My amazing ex came and F I N A L L Y removed truck full of his belongings from my condo... Feeling of seeing it all go was freeing... One of best days I have had for a long time. I waited for it for over a month. I wish him best , and hope he finds what he is looking for. .... So with that said...
Today.. I removed dating/Hook up apps Tinder and Bumble from my cell. I met few people through it and they were great lessons. ANd I am grateful for it. So now. All I really am concentrating at is finding me that spot that screams my name. And that was one more good thing about it.
Few weeks ago I got a notice from my Shadow oaks community that my lease is up in April and they are rising the lease IF I commit to 14 month lease to almost 3400 dollars ( my lease now is 2800).... AND if I want to pay month to month it is 3800 dollars... Which is 1000 dollar increase... It is insane right ? TOday. I had management come in and examine my place.. First of all I love SHADOW OAKS.. Management is great, service is great, apartments are awesome .. It is just perfect... But price is not..... So , the guy comes in and says, all I am checking right now is HOLES IN THE WALLS... and my response was... I AM NOT that violent YET>....... He started laughing...
I got lucky.. they are giving back whole deposit - which is 6000 dollars... because they are going to remodel WHOLE apartment... and now i understand why rise for my spot was so much.... THEY really wanted me out... Smart asses......
Now I am on a hunt for new places.... ANd I am all over the place... I just have to find something that feels home, and where I feel safe. That is pretty much it... I want something 1 bedroom or studio.... Something intimate and small. Maybe 2 bedroom is ok too, because if friends come to visit... Will make it work for me :D
I literally am so excited... I can't wait to walk through doors of my space and say... THIS IS WHERE I BELONG!!! I have had it happen to me before.... ( I miss my china apartment ) I want to put pictures on walls... by rods to hang up curtains, buy a crazy patterned rug... and Nespresso Machine.... I love Nespresso....
After I get it.. I will find a job that makes me happy :D And I already feel it... As much as I love kids... I am getting tired of babysitting ... NOt really sitting kids, but dealing with parents. I guess it is OC/CA thing.... everybody is gluten free, wants to be better than neighbors, chat about their plastic surgeons, and for FUCKS sake if one haven't had one surgery-- one must be poor to afford one.... So after I settle, take couple of trips here and there... I gonna be Gangsta and work 24/7 ... this past 6 months I was just settling "in"... Getting accustomed to culture again, learning to smile to people, and not yell at them... YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE....
And in a nutshell that is it...
I am reading my Bible every day, I get my morning confirmations, I intimidate some people, some people intimidate me... But in the end of the day.. I am so HAPPY.
.. But so much has happened..... so much... and I can't write it about it now... God is great. Peace, love, respect....
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