This is my latest motto... WHY NOT? WHY not jump head first into unknown again, I have done it all my life. And as much as most of you would love to scold me for my decisions... SEE where it all has taken me... I had pretty damn amazing adventures in my short life. My closest friends know all my heartbreaks, and struggles, but they also have to see, the stories I have made for my tree of life.... Stories I would not have been able to make, if I did not take stupid learning experiences....
ANd I am craving more. I hate to admit it, but I realized I am adrenaline junky. NOT doing roller coaster rides, or sky diving, but chasing the high or unknown.... while, keeping my 2 feet on this ground... Yes, it does sound naive, but it works for me.
WHile I am writing, I am still staring at my ceiling of row of 3 lights that are not aligned right... ANd I am fucking paying almost 3000 dollars for this apt... THese lights are driving me insane... Just like I drive myself insane, when there is something out of order in my life... Internally.... Right now I am fine.. more than fine....
B U T...
SO many people have told me, " Well, you have to know yourself by now?" You should be remarried and living the life .. blah blah blah... It is all bullshit....
And I am like.. SURE.. .I do know who I AM... I am PERSON... I am MEEE... ANd
same time, I never want to limit myself to be that ONE ME.. There are so many amazing sides to me, and they are all good sides.. And one day... When I ace what I was meant to do, ( besides being awesome ), The ONE will find me .. And the life we will make will be extraordinary.....
Ordinary is not a word in my vocabulary...
Hi, My name is Extraordinary Hot mess. What is your name again?
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