Nigeria...

Hey friends and strangers..

Few of you have expressed concern about me going to Nigeria. Yes, it is scary place if you look at media and read news. But so is USA- People wear guns  and can kill you any time of the day... Out of a blue, same in china.. Some crazy guy with a knife can just step out of nowhere and stab me in my chest... and Then Estonia.. Well, I can get mugged, raped,   whatever  when lights go down.. Danger is everywhere.  You just have to know how to stay away from it. SO please don't worry..
I am going to post you some links to watch. And hope it calms your mind.

As I see it-- I am going home.   And Nothing will stop me. It will not be beautiful. As I told to my boyfriend.. There will be good bad and ugly waiting for me there. I will smile, I will laugh, I will cry, I will be depressed, I will be confused, and I will cry my eyes out.. But  I will be happy,  because I am supposed to be there. I will be fine.  Because I have the best person next to me ....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbsdLI8kaWc

It will be crazy. But I know it will be the experience It is meant for US. Meaning my other half and I.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fab3wvXSJSU

and then there is this...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjdQxt45Ei4



And this..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceFQLvNFl1A


THere is so much info online about it.  And it will be mix of it all.  I know how mind works. When I go somewhere, I try to see beauty in everything. But I know it will be little challenging. GOod challenging. It will make me stronger and better person for sure.  Expand my mind  to full force....


Please don't worry about me. :) I will be great..  I know it..

I feel those vibrations.  I will go there with open mind and I will be welcome there.

I will not be here, but  near by :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kpiv-pEEnEM

 So  friends... CHill...  I got this handled.....


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SO OMG...  I am on my way there...

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On a different note...  My back...  yeah...yesterday had massage, today had another bout of Acupuncture and cupping...and it does not look pretty.  But it works...  today was painful... More needles, and more cups...  But wowza... LOVING every moment of this. :) Also Im back to redhead...  Blond is not me...  Ugh.. Just not my fire and personality.... Red... on the other hand... I got it covered...
xoxo

Love you guys....